Wednesday, February 28, 2018

What now?

How did we get here?
This awkward moment where the only option is to hurt and be hurt.

How did it start from an earnest wish to stem the pain... To becoming the source of pain...

Why is there no good solution? Why has it turned into a betrayal? Why is there such a mismatch of what you want and what you can give?

Where do we go from here? Strangers who harden their hearts to be protected? Or back to what it once was before?

Will time help dull the memories? Sooth the pain? And help us move forward?

Saturday, January 27, 2018

Why is it so hard.

Tired and drained.

Sometimes I wonder if the sacrifices are worth it.

You are willing to give 50. But 75 gets taken. And then you are hated for not giving 100.

How can this ever be right.